Every work of you represent yourself ,autogarph it with excellent ...

Entry 3
1 August 2012
12:30am
 Every work of you represent yourself , autograph it with excellent ...
Yeah , hooray , today many gaps! , Amani shout out with a broad smile on her face ... she seem so happy in the early morning . maybe she feel a sense of release since almost two weeks working non stop since our syllabus is so compact .We have to rush here and there almost everyday since the first day i was here..that the joy i get from my classmate iafter the crack of dawn .. It can bring a happy mood  to all of us although it is only a small surprise .. But something flash through my mind when i am in a joyful mood - i haven finish my blog ,  today i have to meet my english teacher ... I have to fast for today to complete my blog as it is a an assignment fromour teacher .   It was a brainchild of our english lecture , Mr Ize .. it quite fresh to me... maybe , many of us not willing to complete it , but i remember a says that : " every work of  you represent yourself , please , autograph it with excellent ... The words stay in my mind ... so , for everyone , try your best to complete whatever job that are given to you , life no second turn , so autograph it with excellent !

Home sweet home

Entry 2
30 july 2012
11:30 pm
Time flies without notice , i have been here for one month . I meet with friends from all races , indain ,chinese and of course malay , they are from different culture , places and different school, i meet with people from all walks of life . I have been well pampered by my mummy since i was a child .but luckily i can managed myself quite well here . That's the only thing that I am quite proud of myself , being a new matrics student .All things i have to learn from the beginnning , learn from others.  i have to be more independent here compare to my sweet home , everything i need just ask from my lovely mummy .. she must very miss her daughter ,since i am so far apart from her . almost everynight she call me and just ask about nothing ..she seem so worry about me . maybe that my fault can't let her just feel i am mature enough to take care of myself .  I am still an apple in her eyes  and i think this will stay remain unchanged no matter how old I am . Well ,i am proud of her , thanks my mummy ,  and i want to say ,  no need worry about me , i can managed myself , because a long way of journey is waiting for me ... Mum , miss your menu , egg , fish and vegetables, which i can't gt here ...

when u think the whole world is going to be cruel , actually you are cruel to yourself ...

28 july 2012
10:30pm

When you think the whole world is going to cruel , actually ,you are cruel to yourself..
 
Again , my roommate cry again ..tears wetting her cheeks . It isn't the first time since i was here .. and i pretend i am finishing my assignment ...i  know that she don' want me to interrupt , she want to be alone , to heal her wounds i her deep heart . in fact , her tears make a hole in my heart .Tension ?Yes, she is so tension .but whoever think about me ? Tension is just like an evil that always follow me .That no one knew , suffer ? i am suffering . they are burden , and i am more burdened compare to them . Few hours i was drowing in bad feelings .until a yellowish notes in my drawer drew my attention . thats the notes , writing , for someone who is special , for some the sky is their limit , but for me , it 's just the beginning "the words crack my moody mood .yes , i am special . why should i suffer like this .  I should  overcome this by my optimistism .thanks for the special former students ... thats the most wonderful things i meet tonight ....