Everlasting... Everlasting

Entry 22

16 September 2012

7:15pm

Is there anything will last forever in the world ?  Many people claimed that diamond represent everlasting .. But , i don't think so , in my opinion , i think nothing is everlasting ... Everything is keep on changing , no matter how much you love something , one day you will find that it is too boring too keep on the same thing . That's why all of us need changing ... people are changing , flora and fauna also changing , the whole world is changing ... and we should upgrade ourselves every day , if not , you will be eliminated from the globalisation new era ...AND , one thing in the world won't change ,that's changing ....

If one day got 48 hours ....

Entry 21

15 september 2012

5:30pm

Everyone is rushing here and there , running out of time . Even a single hour is very important to us .. It will be so wonderful if one day consist of 48 hours , then , i can finish all my assignment and my study . I wanna sleep , but there are still a piles of works waiting for me with the weird smile . I don't like test , test make me stressful , I just want some time for me to study alone . I always wonder why i cannot finish my assignment , but my friends manage to do so , why ? It will be so wonderful if i got 48 hours per day , and it is just for me , only myself will enjoy this .... I know it won't come true ... then , you better quickly go to finish your endless work , remember , keep up optimistic , I will be proud of myself ....

Muet

Entry 19
10 september 2012
8:30pm

Muet , is a subject that everyone have to take when you want to enter local universities , you cant skip this and you have to . That' s what our teacher told us . This is also the reason why KMPh arrange so many programme to all of us , the candidates to sit for the muet test in October . Everyone are struggling because of the programme . We are running out of time for all this . Even though I am trying my best to finish all my assignment , and i allocate all my time for studying , but my homework still seem endless .I know that no point complain this to anyone . All i want to say is just , I am too tired of the endless work ....Hopefully i can stand this , till the day I am graduate from here

Smiling , the most simple language..

Entry 18
3 September 2012
9:00pm
Smile .. Everyone in the world know how to smile since they were born.. Smiling is the simplest language that we use to communicate everyday . Smiling indicates something positive and actually it will give us energy .. A smile actually contribute to us in enlarging our circle . Even we meet with somebody that we cannot communicate in any language .. Smiling is the simplest way to deliver some message.. Friendship also developed from smiling .. i think that smiling is just a gift from the god to all of the human kind to make them link together . And , I believe that everything start from a smile ... Smile will give you energy to go through the hardship you are .. There many meaning from a smile , it is something honest , kind ... Smiling is the best language in the world , I think ....

Suddeny blackouut ...

Entry 17
3 September 2012
8:30pm
I am wondering what should I write for my blog , suddenly blackout .All happen in a sudden . I can't find my way out of the study room too. Everything is in a dark . "How am i going to finish my blog ?'' , i ask myself in a panic . Fortunately , just in few minutes , the electric current recover again . then , i was in a relief . I was saved . Maybe someone switch of the electric , i thought . Actually i appreciate what i get . Luckily , i still can finish my assignment . Thanks god , for saving me from punishment . If not , my fate will be in Mr izzie 's hand. Thanks for giving me the apportunity , a second chance . I will appreciate it ...

"Standing in the eyes of the world .."

Entry 16
2 September 2012
2:30pm
There is a song , its name I cannot remember vividly , but , there is a line that locked in the box of memory of mine,''standing in the eyes of the world " . It is a patriotic song , it become one of the favorite song of our company during my life in National service . The night , celebration of Malaysia Independence day , again , I heard that song . It made me walk down my memory lane . It is the days  when i spend with thick shirt , plain water , painful high heels shoes ...Three months , I was there , at my camp site , with friends from all walks of life .. Friendship developed during that few months..We went through the days no matter joys or hardship... the days we wash clothes together , eating together , perspire together , and sleep together ... It had already been stored in my memory ....Suddenly , I was waken by the announcement ...Only then I noticed, few minutes I am enjoying myself in my memory...

The sun and I..

Entry 15
2 September 2012
1:30pm
It is a lovely afternoon .. Even the sun , hanging in the blue sky with a broad smile on its face is trying to tell me that ," tomorrow is Monday , there are a piles of assignment that  you  have to submit tomorrow. " The sun is not kind to me , he is cruel .... The hand hour of my clock drew my attention, it is showing that my time  is running out .." Okay , well , I am sure that I can finish my work before the day end. I am so confident . ''. talking to myself, comforting myself  . White clouds decorating the blue sky with the glaring sun , and me , alone in my room finishing my assignment with no joy . It become a contrast vividly . I think I am not the only victim by the ''assignment disaster ''. Fortunately , the only loss is my time for outing . Okay , thanks for your accompany , the sun ... I promise that , today I will spend my whole day with something benefit to me ... I will finish it before your partner , the moon come to visit me .. You have my words , my lovely sun ...

I Philic Biology

Entry 14
2 September 2012
11:00 am
Philic , it is a biology term . It means love ... Some say , everyone in the world  are given some talent by the god , or in other words , we are specially made for something ... In the world ,i am sure that everyone of us have their own like and dislike .. for me , i like biology very much ,  i have found this since i was sixteen in my form four . It is something undeniable that I am not so well in Biology , but i still enjoy studying Biology , just because of I love it . When it comes to life , I think it is also the same , when you love something , you will be happy even if the things that you have to sacrifice is more than the things you gain .. But the satisfaction and happiness when you do something you like is cannot describe by words , only yourself will know it .. So , I will fight for my lifestyle... this is something i get from biology that i know that we should choose something that we , ourselves enjoy it , but not something that others enjoy it ...Nothing in the world is suitable for everyone ... You should find something that God made for you ..

Fellowship in Madam Toh house

Entry 12
1 September 2012
11:00pm
Last few days , i joined  a few of my friends to attend a fellowship in Madam Toh  house , She is a biology lecture here . She and her husband are Christians. They share some story in the bible with us , altough i am not a Christian , i joined them just because of want to know a lecture whom they said is a very caring couple . The story that they share to us that night is in the title , "Call upon the God" WE , around twelve students were there , including chinese and indian . She and her husband were very nice to us , they even make dessert for us . they said they want us to feel like at home when we were there . We enjoyed at her house although most of us are not Chritian . They treated us like their ownchild . They are really a caring couple ...

Alone in my room during ghost month ...

Entry 11
1September 2012
10:30pm
I am now alone in my room , finishing my blog . All my friends go to Malacca , and all my roommate go back to their hometown , leaving me alone as my home is too far from kmph . I hope my choice is right for me. Hopefully , I can finish my assignment and study so that I can catch up with what teacher taught now . Hopefully my choice is a worthy one . Actually , I am quite scare because today is the 14th July according to  the lunar calendar , according to the tradition ,today is the day for all the ghost to have a holiday , so it is a challenge for me to be alone in my room. Many imagination grow while i am finishing my blog , ''will something  standing or flying behind me , watching me finishing my blog ? '' Quickly , i control myself from being thinking too much , for my own good , for i have to sleep alone in my room this scary night ... It is a new challenge to me although  I am not that willing to . Well , face it , hopefully it will be nothing happen this night ... pray hard ...

Merdeka ..

Entry 10
31 August 2012
3:00pm
Merdeka , merdeka , merdeka ... the shouting is still play  in my ears ...  Every members of our college , is celebrating for our national day . Everyone , wearing baju kurung or baju melayu  gather in dewan Datuk Bahaman for the countdown special . Malaysia had gained independence for 55 years . It is something maningful to all ''anak malaysia ''. The event started with national anthem  and our theme song for this years was, "Janji Ditepati " . Being a malaysian and also a kmph student , I took part in the event after struggling in the wild thoughts to hide ourselves in our room with my roomates .  In my opinion , the climax for the event is  , the fireworks , the fireworks illuminated the dark sky and the bicycle team raise everyone '  merdeka spirit . ... After all , we headed to our dorm .. And before sleep , i wish to wish everyone : happy merdeka.. Especially to you , my country ...

I want to be him ..

Entry 9
25 August 2012
8:45pm
I want to be him ... not in appearance but his attitude to life ... I like a Hong Kong drama very much , Ghetto justice ... i like a character in this drama ... He leads an awesome life ... If can , i want to be him ,.. He show his own attitude to life .. For him , life is like a drama without skrip .He face all the challenges in life with his positive thinking  mindset . He can make decision on his own . He is a lawyer but he can mix well with the rich and the poor or even the beggar . He do not isolated himself from the poor ..There is one words to describe him , that is : "awesome'' .. I wish one day i can be him , with my own attitude to life ... He is awesome ...

Miss my little niece

Entry no 8
25 August 2012
8:00pm
After 3 days staying at my aunt house ,  I reached my campus at the end..  I forced myself to turn my holiday mood into school day mood . But do not know why , someone always reappear in my mind . i really miss this people .  She is my little niece , only one years old . She is so cute and she still cannot speak properly . She only know how to use body language to communicate with others . I  spend three days to be close to her .  At first , she very scare of me . but after taking care of her for three days , she is almost close to me . Since she is still young and cannot walk properly , she need a baby sitter to look after her . And I , becoe one of her baby sitter for three days . Although i cannot do much to her , but hopefully she will remember me , as her aunt .  My little niece , i really miss you ... whenever i close my eyes , you sitting in your being with your little fingers in your mouth will appear ... my cute little niece ...

A Special Gift to the Nature

Entry  7
19 August 2012
5:30 pm
It was  a very hot evening . The sun shone mercilessly and  i am sitting in front of my laptop to finish my assignment and also my blog . It is really a very hot evening without raining for almost a half month.  All plants in my garden seem “head down " , surrender to the fierce sun and begging for the cloudless sky for  a few drops of water . There were  a few crack scattered on the body of the ground ,wrinkled its face . Suddenly , dark cloud gathered at the blue sky , making the earth become dark in  few minutes . The ferocious sun disappeared suddenly . The roar of thunderstorm grew louder and louder and drops of rain started wetting the ground  and all the plant . The voice of droplets of rain hitting  the roof of my store could be heard vividly . The plants enjoyed droplets of rain hitting on their body to clean their body and also moisturizing the body of the ground . The melody of the nature drew my attention to spend a few minutes for the beautiful  view of my garden ... The members of my garden were having their party now ....

Happy Hari Raya

Entry 6
19 August 2012
3:30PM
Today is the first day of  Hari Raya Aidilfitri .All muslim busy visit each others . I ,myself grown up in a multi racial country , Malaysia can feel the Hari Raya celebratian . Early in the morning , I already had "lemang" as my breakfast .  It was a gift from my malay neighbour , Pak Man . He said that he made himself  and this is the traditional food that must eat during Hari Raya . It is a food make of glutinous rice in bamboo. It is quite tasty with rendang .  I , being a malaysian enjoy the benefit as a malaysian and can enjoy all types of traditional food of all races . And , I wish all muslim Happy Hari Raya , and for non-muslim , Happy holiday ..

Dato Lee Chong Wei's Spirit

Entry 5
19 August 2012
2:30 pm
 Our Olimpic hero , Dato Lee Chong Wei was welcomed by his fans in Kuala Lumpur International Airport .this was not the first time he lose to Lin Dan in Olimpic since 2008 Beijing Olimpic . Although he did not success to become a gold medalist and grab  the first gold medal for Malaysia , but he success to unite all malaysian .That's the power of our unity hero Dato Lee Chong Wei . I , myself , being a malaysian feel the olimpic high spirit of Dato Lee Chong Wei . I joined millions of malaysian in shared dissapointment  as our hero Lee Chong Wei , narrowly missed out on becoming Malaysia first gold medalist .  I felt the support of all malaysian  to Dato Lee Chong Wei . I joined all my friends to watch the game although all of us have to face our mid term exam another day .  We , consist of malay , chinese and also indian  gathered at our cafeteria in our college compound , nearly hundred of us notice with our own eyes how he glaring gold medal  fall to China ... That's a big dissapointment  but on he other hand , he unites all malaysian . His HIGH SPIRIT  spread to all of us , being a malaysian ... Although he did not manage to get a gold medal , but he raise our spirit , fighting for our future ... Thanks, Dato Lee Chong Wei ...We are all proud of you !

My hometown breakfast

Entry 4
11 August 2012
11:30 am

My hometown breakfast
 After around 10 hours journey , finally i reached my hometown ,Kuala Kangsar , a place where I grown up . Finally i reached my lovely hometown , even the air here smell sweet to me after longing home for a long while .  Without any special welcoming preparation , i ended my day with a sweet dream in my cosy bed .   After just a few hours sleep , i woke up by my most familiar breakfast in my hometown , a bowl of kuew tiao soup that my mum buy for me . the mouth-watering kuew tiao attraction was beyond my wildest imagination .  That's the powerful breakfast that drag me up from my cosy bed which is an impossible mission to my mummy . Without much hesitate ,  quickly prepared myself  for my incredible breakfast .   It was a very typical and local breakkfast  and it simple . a bowl of kuew tiao soup , fish cake but i simply make me dug into it nonstop .   I  can feel the satisfaction when the kuew tiao slipped through my tummy , that is something cannot describe by words .  That is the satisfaction that begin my holiday ....

Every work of you represent yourself ,autogarph it with excellent ...

Entry 3
1 August 2012
12:30am
 Every work of you represent yourself , autograph it with excellent ...
Yeah , hooray , today many gaps! , Amani shout out with a broad smile on her face ... she seem so happy in the early morning . maybe she feel a sense of release since almost two weeks working non stop since our syllabus is so compact .We have to rush here and there almost everyday since the first day i was here..that the joy i get from my classmate iafter the crack of dawn .. It can bring a happy mood  to all of us although it is only a small surprise .. But something flash through my mind when i am in a joyful mood - i haven finish my blog ,  today i have to meet my english teacher ... I have to fast for today to complete my blog as it is a an assignment fromour teacher .   It was a brainchild of our english lecture , Mr Ize .. it quite fresh to me... maybe , many of us not willing to complete it , but i remember a says that : " every work of  you represent yourself , please , autograph it with excellent ... The words stay in my mind ... so , for everyone , try your best to complete whatever job that are given to you , life no second turn , so autograph it with excellent !

Home sweet home

Entry 2
30 july 2012
11:30 pm
Time flies without notice , i have been here for one month . I meet with friends from all races , indain ,chinese and of course malay , they are from different culture , places and different school, i meet with people from all walks of life . I have been well pampered by my mummy since i was a child .but luckily i can managed myself quite well here . That's the only thing that I am quite proud of myself , being a new matrics student .All things i have to learn from the beginnning , learn from others.  i have to be more independent here compare to my sweet home , everything i need just ask from my lovely mummy .. she must very miss her daughter ,since i am so far apart from her . almost everynight she call me and just ask about nothing ..she seem so worry about me . maybe that my fault can't let her just feel i am mature enough to take care of myself .  I am still an apple in her eyes  and i think this will stay remain unchanged no matter how old I am . Well ,i am proud of her , thanks my mummy ,  and i want to say ,  no need worry about me , i can managed myself , because a long way of journey is waiting for me ... Mum , miss your menu , egg , fish and vegetables, which i can't gt here ...

when u think the whole world is going to be cruel , actually you are cruel to yourself ...

28 july 2012
10:30pm

When you think the whole world is going to cruel , actually ,you are cruel to yourself..
 
Again , my roommate cry again ..tears wetting her cheeks . It isn't the first time since i was here .. and i pretend i am finishing my assignment ...i  know that she don' want me to interrupt , she want to be alone , to heal her wounds i her deep heart . in fact , her tears make a hole in my heart .Tension ?Yes, she is so tension .but whoever think about me ? Tension is just like an evil that always follow me .That no one knew , suffer ? i am suffering . they are burden , and i am more burdened compare to them . Few hours i was drowing in bad feelings .until a yellowish notes in my drawer drew my attention . thats the notes , writing , for someone who is special , for some the sky is their limit , but for me , it 's just the beginning "the words crack my moody mood .yes , i am special . why should i suffer like this .  I should  overcome this by my optimistism .thanks for the special former students ... thats the most wonderful things i meet tonight ....